learning to do what is best for me…
April 15, 2006
catesbool
it’s heady to be rational again
it’s not so bad to be me after all. the more i get in touch with myself, the more i find that i like myself for company. i managed to clean up my room, my toilet and even do my laundry. i have two plants which are bringing me flowers again. this last i take as a sign that my plants also appreciate my company. which is good, i hope…
i briefly went out for a bike ride downtown. i think the fresh air did me some good too as well as the exercise. i am making my own selfish plans for my life here in den haag. i hope they won’t be so bad.
i’ve created two posts within a day… so now i need to go back to the grindstone. hmmm… just a thought… there is one fear i have never quite conquered yet. maybe it’s time to conquer that fear again next term. the fear comes to my dreams and i just whisper her name. she’s the toughest professor to crack in the hre programme (well, there is only one feminist economist in the hre programme anyway) and i don’t quite know if i will ever crack her. at least, rommel is trying to. my fear of her is even worse than my fear of atty. albay, my labor law professor.
oh well, one of the reasons i am here is to conquer some of my fears…
let’s see if i will have another good day tomorrow. at least, i’m no longer in suspended animation. i am learning to do what is best for me, considering…
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